Bang Bang Guns Go Bang

Thu, 04 May 2006 18:48:52 GMT

new lj layout...

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 04:07:08 GMT

congrats to the mommy and daddy of a new baby...
=^^=

i just wish i would of been there to see her...
but hey i got loads of time to see her...
=^^=

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 05:15:32 GMT

like my new layout

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 22:32:04 GMT

You're a Slytherdor! You are a natural leader and
have the personality to back it up. Often
people are hesitant to approach you because
they feel that you will reject them. You have a
bit of a temper but most of the time you're
able to keep it in check; however when you are
really pissed off, people better watch out. In
your life you have a lot of things you want to
accomplish, whether it's for yourself or
another cause. You can be determined in trying
to pursue this goal but your morals are too
steady to allow you to be absolutely ruthless.
You don't let many people know this, but you
actually like the idea of chivalry (but you try
to keep this buried) and you try to live your
life with honor. You don't back away from tough
decisions. Your weakness is that sometimes you
can be arrogant, you forget about the 'lesser
people' and this leads you to underestimate
your opponents. With the charisma of a
Gryffindor and the ambition of a Slytherin you
can be great in life!

Which Mix of the Hogwarts Houses are You?
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Mon, 14 Nov 2005 03:07:57 GMT

Take the quiz: "Are you a H.I.M. fan?"

Yes
Cool another H.I.M. fan! a little obsessed there? You're probably a little gothic spycho always representing His Infernal Majesty in some way or another... Good job!

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 19:30:30 GMT

all right my bbq is going to be pushed back a little
i think about 4:30 5:30 ish

cuz i have to get the stuff for the cok out and well my moms bf wont be home till 5 ish

so if you are comeing i will talk to you later and i hape to see some of you there...
=^^=

yay bored...

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 17:03:08 GMT

Ain't Love Grand.

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Atelier Boz:
You've got real class! You're Gothic/Lolita
because it is an expression of yourself, not
because it is an expression of your friend's
self. You do have a tendency to be a bit of a
downer, though.

Which Gothic Lolita Fashion House Is For You?!
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You are the black lolita doll, you are depresed and
you don't like the other people, but you are so
cute ^^

What lolita's doll are you?
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Tue, 15 Feb 2005 04:55:54 GMT

I hate V-DAY I really do...
Noting good comes from this day...
I mean the way you treat your love one on this da you really should treat them that way everyday...
I dont really see anythign good about this day...
I mean it really is just like everyother day...

But i guess that is me...

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 18:31:45 GMT

OKAY
I have a lot of people on my friends list and a lot of you don comment or post as much...
I think with in a week I am going to take people off of my frineds list...
So if you want to stay on my fl just comment...
because this journal is going to be friends only...

I just had to make this....
lol

but i really mean it i am taking people off so if you dont comment oh well...
=^^=

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 14:52:47 GMT

If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.

Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you....

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 19:03:53 GMT

What do people really think about you? by Raven319
Name
Age
favorite song
Parents think	You're an angel
Strangers think	You're hot
Friends think	You need a fuck buddy

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Mon, 07 Feb 2005 16:47:34 GMT

i made a new ste up for another journsl...
look how much fun i am having... lol
I am so fucking bored....
walkingcorpses

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 17:46:46 GMT

new lj setup...
i like it a lot....
=^^=

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 01:04:08 GMT

It was kool... Today i got home from babysitting, and i made me something to eat and then
"Suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door."
My mom said it was for me...
I didnt know anyone was coming over today it was crazy... I go to see who it was it was jason and amanda...
Jason asked it tj, pete and katie were over and i told him knwo and he was telling me that they were coming over and i was like oh... And then got a call from tj him telling me that he, pete, and katie will be there in like a half an hour... I was like okay...
So they showed up and we all went in the basement and just chilled... Me and amanda watched jason, pete, katie, and tj play hack. Me and Amanda were likw fuck that we cant do that... Then we all just sat down and chilled and talked... It was really kool...

I am really glad i got to meet amanda she is really kool. It was fun talking to her, and amanda i hope to hang out with you again sometime soon...

Well now i am at my other aunts babysitting till like 9:30.... YAY
great fun....

I think kelly is going with me to my other aunts in the morning... WOOT WOOT...

I guess my uncles seen lisa at cony (well he thinks it was lisa) monday and she wanted to knwo wherei was and where i moved to... And said that she wanted to see me and that she hasnt seen me in like a week... And if it was lisa that ia a load of bs cuz i haven't seen her in like almost a month...
___________________________________________________________________________________________

I am going to talk to my mom and i think this weekend i am going to have a few people over and have a lil drinking party... lol
I dont think it would be a prob.... I will let you all know...
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And to let you all know i am going to be having cake at my house monday for my mm cuz monday is her birthday... is if anyone wants to come over just let me know and give me a call....
If you dont have my number it is 779-0982

well i got to go i have to make the kids dinner and make sure that they get in teh shower...
byebye

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 01:19:08 GMT

okay here is something that i have been working on...
It is not done yet and it is not that good...
but i hope you all like it and will tell me the truth
on what you think about it...
I still have to put his tats on but i havent got that far yet...

Yeah i know it is not all that great... I could do a hell of a lot better...

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 20:16:50 GMT

What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852
Name
Birthdate
You killed
With a
On	June 15, 2007

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la

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 05:10:16 GMT

I am at tj's right now.
Nothing really big going on...
I get to see people that i havent seen i n a life time...
Yeah...

Well i dont want to just take up tj puter so i will be back later...

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 03:51:16 GMT

I know its not a good pic, but i hope you like...

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 20:08:11 GMT

It might be a lil soon...
but fuck it....

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 17:47:52 GMT

=^^=
I love my new icon....
it was made by a good friend...
absofrickinlute

I means so much...
THANK YOU SO MUCH

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 18:27:42 GMT

I need a place where i can find really good jrock downloads!
does anyone know a place...

My sister was being a douch and was playing on the puter and didnt knwo what she was doing and got rid of all my saved fav sites... And now i am trying to find them, but it is taking so long...

If anyone can help me i will love you forever...
=^^=
thanks
crissy

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 05:42:41 GMT

well i just made a new layout for my journal...
I like it...

bored

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 19:03:37 GMT

Well to day me and tj are going to be going and getting a circle of steel shoved hrough our lips...
lol

I dyed my hair... I think it looks kool...
I like it...

In a way it is kind of the way i wanted it... It reminds of Kyo from Dir en Grey in there video for YOKAN...
hehehe... =^^=

Well thats about it for now....

Speaking the truth...

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 21:37:47 GMT

I am not one for being mean or being a bitch to anyone...
But right now i cant hold it in any longer...

AMY YOU ARE A FUCKING BITCH

I hate you so fucking much...
You mean nothing to me any more...

You think everything you do is right, and you think you have the right
to do whatever the hell you want.
Well you know what, I am not going to let you walk all over me and lisa anymore.

And for your fucking mom saying that Lisa used you guys...
That is a fucking lie and you know it.
Your mom is the one that offered everything to lisa... And the things she offered lisa,
and the things lisa ended up taking, she felt like shit about.
She really didnt want anything from your family.

I fucking hate the way you think you can get out of everything when it
starts to turn on you...
I really hate that you think a sorry can fix any and everything.
I fucking hate the way you lie about things you dont have to lie about.
I just fucking hate the way you act like one person and then when you get
around someone else you change so fucking much...

Oh look you are turning me into my mother now... Great I hate the way my
mom says fuck all the time. You fucking fucker..

AMY I never thought that I could hate someone as much as i hate my DAD,
but guess what you proved me wrong.

I know my words are not big, and I know I sound like a 6 year old yelling at
their friend because she broke the head off a dolly, but hey nonetheless
I hope my words get to you...

I really do hope you have fun with your new found love. I hope that one day that love falls
apart, and your lover see's who you really are and not the mask you hide
behind. I hope this love causes you an unbearable pain that you just cant escape.

I hope in the end your heart just gets ripped out of your body, and you loose all faith, and you end up sinking into a black hole that no one can get you out of...
But come to think about it who in their right mind would want to help you out...

The funny thing amy, I didnt really know if i should be mad at you when this all started..
I said to myself *hey what the hell, you cant help things, and things happen.* I remember when people told me if they were me that they would be mad. But I didnt think anything of it.
I thought hey this would blow over. Things would be they same...
But I lied to myself. Things could never be the same.
I thought about all the times you hurt lisa for no fucking reason, and how you turned your back on me.
And the switch in my head went click.
Then I said to myself * WOW, I cant believe i let this shit happen* I always thought of myself as a baby
and someone that was weak because I couldnt say what i was thinking...
Then i snapped and i said I am not longer going to be nice to people who treat me like shit...

You know I am greatful that you and Stacey thought of me on my birthday, but the gift that I got
seemed like it came from a total stranger. Becuse when I thought about it, I came to realize
I dont know you anymore. You are not the same amy I became friends with, and your are not the same amy I cared so much about.
And a $30 gift means nothing unless there are real feelings behind giving the gift.
And you know what, the gift would have meant a lot more if it didnt come from a couple who lies to me, and dose not think about how I would feel.
Lisa got me a gife as just Lisa not.. *lisa and tony.*
And in the first place I never asked for a gift...
Yes I like it, and like I said I am glad that you thought about me.

AMY there is just so much more I want to say to you. But I am going to hold myself back...
FOR NOW

HATE

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 16:36:55 GMT

I HATE PEOPLE I HATE PEOPLE IHATE PEOPLE I HATE PEOPLE......
I hate people more them anything right now.
I wish some people would just fall off the face ot the eirth and die...
I right now i am going to put some lyrics in my journal...
they are both bye the same band...

Slipknot- everythign ends
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I’m gonna be sick and it’s your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I haven’t slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything

Shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it’s the same - I love, you hate
But I guess I don’t care any more...
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
God, the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I don’t care anymore...

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I’m gonna be sick and it’s your fault
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything
I haven’t slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of everything
You are the end of everything

My flaws are the only thing left that’s pure
Can’t really live, can’t really endure
Everything I see reminds me of her
God I wish I didn’t care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I’m lying to myself that it’s not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
I’m never gonna care anymore

What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the fuck was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I’m fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die

Slipknot-People=Shit
Come on !!

Here we go again mother fucker !!

Yeah !!

Come on down
And see the idiot right here
Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care
What’s the matter with calamity anyway
Right...get the fuck out of my face
Understand I can’t feel anything
It isn’t like I wanna sift through the decay
I feel like a wound
Like I got a fucking gun against my head
You live when I’m dead

One more time mother fucker !!

Everybody hates me now so fuck it
Blood on my face and my hands and I don’t know why
I’m not afraid to cry
But that is none of your business

Whose life is it, give it, see it, feel it, eat it
Spin it around so I can spit in it’s face
I wanna leave without a trace
Cause I don’t want to die in this place

People=shit [x4]
(what you gonna do)
(I’m not afraid of you)
(I’m everything you’ll never be)

Come on !!

It never stops
You can’t be everything to everyone
Contagion I’m sittin on the side of satan
What do you want from me?
They never told me the failure I was meant to be
Overdo it, don’t tell me you blew it
Stop your bitchin’
And fight your way through it
I’m not like you
I just fuck up

Come on motherfucker everybody has to die
Come on motherfucker everybody has to die !!

People=shit [x5]
(yeah)
People=shit [x4]
(what you gonna do)
(I’m not afraid of you)
(I’m everything you’ll never be)

I know that there is one person out ther who knows what i am talk ing about.
I really hate people right now. People do nothing but lie and thats it. Even when they say that they are your friend. I just feel like there is only one person I can trust. And that person knows who they are.

Well on a lighter note Ahorah has a show today and I am going to be going, Well I am going to go now i have to shower and stuff...